Mystical Disorder: Videos that may assist in reaching ideal self(includes subliminal programming meditation videos, sound frequencies, sound frequencies of certain planets, and vedic mantras)

I have had quite a journey during my teenage years. Most of the time I felt hopeless for not fitting into the ideals of society. Then I felt guilty for being ungrateful. But my curiosity is something I never felt ungrateful for. When I was sixteen, I needed proper study methods that would allow me to ace my exam. Then I came upon sound frequencies and the effects it can have on a person's mind, body and spirit. It aided me for that time being. I've been fascinated by the all the other things I could find on youtube. Subliminal programming is an interesting concept. I have downloaded a free software that aid me to attract whatever I want into my experience and achieve my goals. It isn't a magic wand and much of what you will attract will have elements of your shadow or your repressed self so careful what you wish for! Subliminals work to an extent but action comes a long way so motivate yourself to achieve your goals. But they will take you steps ahead into manifesting all that you want. Then I came along a guy who I met at a meetup group who believed in the higher vibrational frequency of ancient vedic languages specifically the language along with the sound used by vedic mantras. I thought why not look it up on youtube and try some myself. I had a positive experience with a mantra. It aided me when accomplishing a task I was hoping to get money out of. So who knows? Might work for you too. Can't guarantee a hundred percent that any of these work. I haven't tried all of the videos down here. But I want this to be a resource for anyone that feels hopeless and strained and wants to reach the ideal version of themselves. If achieved to a certain degree or level, please do leave a comment. It would be wonderful to hear all of your stories.